Yeah, so my dad died this morning. Don't know why I feel more comfortable talking about it online, but I just don't want to TALK about it verbally. You seem like a bunch of good guys so just want to get your thoughts on it. He was 63, died of a blood clot caused by bladder cancer that had been spreading for a year after its removal. I talked to him a day before he passed this morning and had the TALK about it a few months before. I don't know if I am thankful I didn't watch him pass or sad that I didn't. Everything that was needed to be said was. He was jaundus with a blockage of the liver and thought some shunts would get him patched up. The doctor knew he wouldn't be coming home but I didn't find that out till afterwords. I am not angry at God, the doctors or anyone. It is the first MAJOR death that really affects me, others have died but not really close to them like that. How have you guys dealt with death of someone close in your lives?